i don't want to go   and hear more promises spoken in vain   and even free drinks may not numb the pain   don't want to watch two unsure more dig a grave   i'll stay home all alone just the same      oh god i hate this part   where cynical starts to grow right over hope   but all these broken hearts   began just the same and hearts tend to attract the flames      i just don't want to go   what if this isn't the way it should be?   what if they can't tell they'll want to be free?   don't want to watch two unsure more i'll stay home   rather than get there and just want to leave      are you ready for the thick and thin my friend   what's your decision?   or are we following conventions that'll prove to be prisons