Abusive excuses are all I have to hold   Use and re-use to explain why I'm so cold   One for headaches   One for stress   But the one for fear's the one I like best   Abusive excuses they save me every time      The slow slide down   You never can see it   The slow slide down   You always believe it      Destructive impulses and cowardice and lies   Buzzing back to life like freeze dried flies   Flies for love   And flies for sex   But the flies for fear are flies I like best   Impulsive destruction is where my talent lies      The slow slide down   You're trying to change me   It's all my fault   But you never blame me      It's in everything we do      One for love   And one for sex   But the one for fear's the one I like best   This act is a bore but it makes me who I am      The slow slide down   You never can see it   My act is a bore   You always believe it      It's in everything we do