Drove to your house in the hills   Where I wanted to be   The lights were all on and I knew   You were waiting for me      And that road became familiar   Like the mystery shape of your heart      And I know you loved me in your way   I'm looking forward to looking back on these days   I'm fine but I'm not okay   I'm looking forward to looking back on these days      The fog in the morning   It clouded the world that we knew   It was almost enough   Being lonely and living for you      And the rain came to our window   And I wish I could've stayed      And I know you loved me in your way   I'm looking forward to looking back on these days   I'm fine but I'm not okay   I'm looking forward to looking back on these days      Let it go, let it go sunshine   Now you know, now you know   It's time, it's time      You were asleep   While I gathered my things in the dark   The burns on my fingers   Were all that was left of the spark      I didn't wanna wake you   'Cause I knew I couldn't say      But I know you loved me in your way   I'm looking forward to looking back on these days   And I'm fine but I'm not okay   I'm looking forward to looking back on these days   I'm looking forward to looking back on these days