Here I am at home again   This rainy avenue   Put me in my proper place   I'm not the one for you   But you're here now   Can you come in   It's freezing      I found a way to blur your face   And smear the words you said   You made me feel alive again   I wish we'd never met   But you're here now   Can you come in   I'm freezing      I finally let go   And learned to live without you   After all those weeks alone   But now you're back for more   I'm trying to fight it off   But there's a mutiny below      There were nights when I was sure   Your love was all I had   Pining at the door you left through   God it hurt so bad   But you're here now   You're making eyes   I'm breaking      I finally let go   And learned to live without you   After all those weeks alone   But now you're back for more   I'm trying to fight it off   But there's a mutiny below   I finally let go   But there's a mutiny below      Just one more night   You ask so tenderly   A softer side   I'd longed so longed to see, yeah   So long   You slip inside   We'll work it out   Tomorrow      I finally let go   And learned to live without you   After all those weeks alone   And now you're back for more   I'm trying to fight it off   But there's a mutiny below   I finally let go (I can't)   I'm trying to fight it off (Live without you)   But there's a mutiny   If I'm left by myself   I can't hang on   Let me go