Just what am I supposed to say   When you rise up against me and it's clear I'm wrong   And I can see it's all my fault    It's just an everyday experience for me   Yet this one time I just can't seem    To just get over this memory of defeat      I'm bleeding, I'm seeing through black, swollen eyes      Why won't this air clear   Am I as guilty as I fear?   Is this shame justified?   Or will it leave tonight   How many days left to go   Until I hear the last from you   I pray it's soon.   I pray it's just a phase you're going through      I'm bleeding, I'm seeing through black, swollen eyes      But I deserve it   I've done the same to you before   And I've observed that I've just become to you a chore   And how I want you to stop being so mad at me      I'm bleeding, I'm seeing through black, swollen eyes