Restless in my bones, too much lead   in my belly, oh   Into my headphones the thrill   of a hunter's song      As I look through the train and   the window and the raindrops   I get rid of a ghost haunting me       Every move used to be so slow,   trying to be like you   Any sign couldn't let me know,   'cause I had to see it through       I never thought I could get out   of this crowded hell   'Cause I'm not alone, I ain't the only one   Drowning in doubt,   hiding in my shell   If you could only see that   I am bearing all this fight   To be honest on every side       Every move used to be so slow,   trying to be like you   Any sign couldn't let me know,   'cause I had to see it through       That's what you get when you sacrify   your kid inside   To be someone you will never be   And I will never be like that.