Years ago I used to wander   Felt so wonky on my knees   I was feeling down and tired   Always looking for relief    And for a savior   Who'd finally raise my darkest thoughts   To the sun       I used my teardrops   To wash myself clean   I had no restrain   Now I won't be no more waiting in vain   I know that I won't miss my train       Yet the mood I'm in is frailty   You're my force and my despair   Will oblivion always help me   Will you always be fair?       How many black nights   Of cold and ice that stroke me right   To the bone       I shed my teardrops   To make more room inside and let you in   Scared by the thought of going insane   Those fears have been wasting my brain       Years ago I used to wander   Still I can't depend on you   But it's hard to make my own way.