I can't remember yesterday   It isn't fair, there is no other way   Still I walk on   And I walk on   With a blade against my back for me to fall on      Time is not a friend to me   Dragging weighs me down   Pulling me in danger      Used to be a wonderland   Stable as a castle made of sand   And I reclaim   Mistakes that I made   And the scratches on my back that read out your name      Time is not a friend to me   Dragging weighs me down   Pulling me in danger      Time will never heal the pain   Blameless, you are not the same   Shameless, you are not a friend of mine      Time is not a friend to me   Dragging weighs me down   Pulling me in danger      Time is not a friend to me   Dragging weighs me down   Pulling me in danger      Time, is not a friend to me   Seems so hard to understand   I can't escape, escape the memory   Help me spin back through the years   To find a place that I once knew as wonderland   Wonderland   Wonderland   Wonderland