Staring at the white above   Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead   Or is it in my head?      Where'd I go wrong?      I'm Staring at the white above   One day I closed my eyes and here I am   A cold, unhappy man   I've come to realize the life I have I hate   The pulse I need is slowly fading   Until I've lost it all   I've been waiting for an inspiration   For a chance I never got to take   Before it's much too late      Where's the boy that used to run?   Could it be he's up and gone away?   He seems so far away   And all the things I could have done   Could it be they've up and gone away?   They seem so far away      'Cause It feels as if the boy in me   Has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter   Imposter of myself   I must find the one that used to be   Approach him slow, don't be afraid to say   "Can he come out and play?"      Where's the boy that used to run?   Could it be he's up and gone away?   'Cause He seems so far away   And all the things I could have done   Could it be they've up and gone away?   'Cause They seem so far away      Now I'm Staring at the sky above   I've found a chance I'm finally going to take   'Cause I've learned from my mistakes      Where'd I go wrong?      Where's the boy that used to run?   Could it be he's up and gone away?   'Cause He seems so far away   And all the things I could have done   Could it be they've up and gone away?   'Cause They seem so far away      Where'd I go wrong?