When I put my headphones on and hide amongst the crowds   I feel like I must've just disappeared.       that music that makes even the sound of my own footsteps fade away.   Until I forget you and our fighting I want to dance.      When I come back to a messy room,    I can see my own loneliness through your existence.      Though it would be better to become kinder for my sake and not someone else's,   I can't feel lonely all by myself, that's why    For you I want to give you the same loneliness so that you can become strong   so that someday it can reach you, that's why   I sing this song for you.       Even on mornings when I don't want to get up,    I get up to see your face.    On sleepless nights,    I sing to myself the song you gave me.      Don't get me wrong,    I don't intend to ever rely on you for anything at all.       If there's a song I can sing for only me and not anyone else,   I don't wanna remember that kind of song.    That's why for you if you misunderstand me, I feel this heartbreak   eventhough I should be used to it, eventhough I should be milder.    that's why I sing this song for you      I want to make you cry   let me hurt you, and let me heal you   When I want to fly you always give me a brighter sky.      You want to make me cry   you taught me joy by sorrow   When I want to shine you always give me a darker sky.