I've got a wantless need   I've got a thoughtless mind   I've got a wantless want   I can't unwind   I've got a heart that hates   I've got hands that like to break   They tell me : hold on   They never let me go   I am a clenched fist lookin' for a wall to kiss   I am a locked door lookin' for a foot to kick me to the floor      What have I got? I've got everything   What have I got? Nothin' much at all      Self rejected, well protected, to lock myself inside myself to get free   Self-hated, frustrated, my hands turn to fists   Violence - so hard to resist   I get so mad I do things that I regret   So stupid, so stupid, not stupid enough to ever forget      Got no need, got no brain - inside my mind I feel no pain, no   I feel the pounding in my head   Start lookin', start lookin' - you better look out   I'm not feelin' too nice today   ........................   I can't stop, I can't stop - it pulls me together then it tears me apart   Just like that