And now I don't know if what I did   Was wrong or right    I believe you and I don't    But I believe you    One of those other men he said    It was very good    So I got second thoughts    I wanna die this way    So I can live another day    With you    So I didn't really die    I just killed myself anyway    You can see    So you see this is my second thoughts    I'm sending away    Best way I can    It's the best way I can    You know why, do you know why