Am I to blame?       If I won't speak her name, if I won't face her grave   Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame   Since you're gone, I've never felt the same      Well maybe I'm just a bad seed   Of the family   I'll get my sleep without tear-stained sheets   And I'll never come cryin' for sympathy      Well I need a place to run to   Yeah I need a place to hide   Yeah I need a place where I don't need a smile as my disguise      Am I to blame?    If I won't face your grave   Am I to blame? am I to blame?    If I cannot bear to face your grave   And mother please shine down on me   Show me that I'm not the bad seed      Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame   Since you're gone I never felt the same      Well maybe my mind's deceiving me   But I think you took the easy way out   You left me standing there empty handed   As soon as you put the gun in your mouth   So please don't keep on asking   If there's something wrong   'cause you know damn well if I was fine   I would've never ever written this song      Am I to blame?    If I won't face your grave