The fear I stand next to  Sorrow in spite of what?  Sick of what might end up  The actions I must take    The hatred inside frustrates  The past is really to blame  Living day by day on a string  Consumed - enslaved with the pain    I dispose of my decisions  Slowly ripping free the shell  A new person I become  Regret no longer burdens me    Free with mind and body  The experience strengthens me  Sick of what might end up  The action I must take derive    Regret - I can't stand myself  My past - I cannot change  I refuse - My life is torn  Regret - I can't stand myself    Right!