Well I'm mourning now, I'm hating, meet my anger, sorrow  I'm searching for what I need I'm using, acting    My weird mind controls me  Entertains me and depresses me  Fear some scare some  It will kill some, will it kill me?    I'm searching for my inner understanding, selfishness makes me   Satisfied, stronger, I'm detestable, cumbersome    Violent thoughts are cleansing  Smelling it will touch your greed  Loneliness is happiness  Best friend, my self    Reach inside, empty soul, tear apart, molest myself  Feeling strong, powerful, Sovereign, free of choice    Reaching for my throat, strangles with itself  Tearing me apart, finally I'm one    Silence, emptiness  Happiness, restlessness  Feeling free, left alone  Hating me, hating none    Smell of fear, comes to me  Getting aroused, starts to need  Starts to hate, starts to live  Will end it, death will give    Hate, underestimated, Anger makes you focused  Begging, weak, revenge will feed your needs    Never think of others, never compromise  Set your self at first, Self seeking, on your own    Tearing me apart, finally I'm one  Found myself, finally I'm one