The first time I came close to death was in the beginning of my change  The reaction of my body stroke my soul like nothing else    Senselessness mends all that's weak  The pain I felt pushed me to seek    Tortured by my past I went just deeper in my vain  Strength by what I found I couldn't wait to see the end     The dark side of mentality  Deeper than all I have seen    Weed, rest, waste, gone  Stab, blow, choke, free    Reached the gate    I reign my end with possibilities of making it original  The greater I fall into sleep remembrance increase    Sacrifice of life to be   Remembered to those left behind    Weed, rest, waste, gone  Stab, blow, choke, free