Oh fuck you磖e still alive - I'm glad to see you again   Oh I'm really scared, I swear that I failed to know  I hear you say that I never seemed to love you  And when I'm asleep I don't want to hear you ?    And I don't know that I saw you drown  And I don't know what I saw  And I don't know.... you drowned    Oh you never saw, I bleed to keep you unknown  No you would never know, what I felt: left all alone  And I lied to please the crowd that I belong to as well  And I lied ?.    Crawl out and share the love  I can't explain the anger and that once I used to know  That I was the one who tried to escape  Tried to hold you back in my head    And I didn't want to hurt you  And I didn't want to hear you  And I didn't want to leave you  And couldn't even reach you  And I lied - so I lied - never lied