Once I thought that I could tone it down   The way that life comes 磖ound -  That day, that freak, somehow I can't explain   I won't ignore the same    Wrong again    I磎 not gonna find a reason why I'd turn it 'round   But now I leave it all behind and wind this up     Around the neck     Too much time we waste to find a way that always shows us how  But sometimes it磗 like they won磘 let you out   And you will be your slave - wrong again    I磎 not gonna find a reason why I'd turn it 'round   And I believed that I could swim but now I磎 gonna drown   To the sound of so much self - I know that I would hate myself   And so I leave it all behind and wind this up -    Around the neck