i'm sorry that i'm not what you expected (nothing ever works out)  need i ignore you now  i can't live facing these regrets  i won't live without them  how will things turn out    you threw it all away, is that how you see things  i guess we live through different eyes  we see through different pasts  i won't be what you want me to be    should i try a little less, just to suffer all the more  is this what you want from me  are you ashamed of me  could this hurt anymore    and this may be the most important thing i'll ever say  but if it's all the same  i'll bide my words and wait for better ones to take their place  and this i beg of you  please don't think out loud  and keep your life to yourself  i'm not the one to volunteer to suffocate    nothing never works out...  it never works out  nothing ever works out  it never works out  nothing, never