did you happen to catch  or did it happen so fast  what you thought would always last  has passed you by  is everything speeding up  or am I slowing down  just spinning around  and I don't know why  all the pieces don't fit  thought I really didn't give a shit  I never wanted to be like you  but for all I aspire  I am really a liar  and I'm running out of things I can do    I'd like to stay  but every day  everything pushes me further away  if you could show  help me to know  how it's supposed to be  where did it go?    pleading and  needing and  bleeding and  breeding and  feeding  exceeding  where is everybody?  trying and lying  defying denying  crying and dying  where is everybody?    well okay, enough,  you've had your fun  but come on there has to be someone  that hasn't yet become  so numb and succumb  and god damn I am so tired of pretending  of wishing I was ending  when all I'm really doing is trying to hide  and keep it inside  and fill it with lies  open my eyes?  maybe I wish I could try    pleading and needing  and bleeding and breeding  and feeding exceeding  where is everybody?  trying and lying  defying denying  crying and dying  where is everybody?