this time next year i'll be three thousand miles from you   and i'm not coming home no matter how you ask me   this time you'll wish that you'd come crawling back to me   an aftertaste so bad you'll wish you'd never had me   so sorry if i'm bitter   but it's my first time ever tasting my own blood   you say you need to find yourself   i hope you find yourself going insane      you said you'd try to make it work   i should have known you never work at anything   i let you touch my heart too many times and now it's bruised   on the floor in front of you   so sorry if i'm bitter   but it's my first time ever tasting my own blood   you say you need to find yourself   i hope you find yourself going insane      walking on the water   dancing in the air   if ever you fell   without a question i was there   but where were you for me   where were you for me   where were you for me      sorry if i'm not taking this well   it's just my first time ever eating shit   you say you need to find yourself   i hope you find yourself dying alone   sorry if i'm bitter   but it's my first time ever tasting my own blood   you say you need to find yourself   i hope you find yourself going insane