Here I stand watch my word come crumbling down    I cry for help but no one's around    Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall    It seems like no one cares at all       Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain    Kind of like the scent of a rose with words I can't explain    The same with my pain    Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head    Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death    Am I living or am I dead       The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change    Problems never solved-just rearranged    And when I think about all the times that I've had    So few good-so many bad    I search for personality and look for things I cannot see       Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find    Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true    Lies and hate and agony-through my eyes that's all I see       If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears?    If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear    Before I drown in sorrow-Last thing that I'll say    How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can't smile today       Today today-when I can't even smile today    Today today-when I can't even smile today    How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today    How will I laugh tomorrow-when I can't even smile today