I'm picking up again   Well it got too much   After the accident   It could feel no worse   I turned around and saw him hit the ground   A little earlier it was a game   I guess the barrier   Must have dropped away      I don't like to read the news   D'you know anything I'm going through      Did you see my photograph   It was on page ten   I swore to everyone   I'm not to blame   I turned around and saw him hit the ground   A little earlier it was a game   I'm so disposable   You can throw me away      I don't like to read the news   D'you know anything I'm going through      What a fool I've been   Didn't get to him on time   "What's been happening?"   It's so hard to sleep at night   It's so hard to sleep at night   To sleep at night      I don't like to read the news   D'you know anything I'm going through