This sure is some kind of party   It's so useful   Surrounds my life with excuses   For what I choose to lose   And my name   Doesn't look the same to me    And inside   Don't you know I feel so bad   Candy,   When I tried to turn away   To feel new again   My emotion cost me pain   Did I look the same   When I think about the times   That I laughed away the idea you'd cheat me   But look again   What do you say 'That's my name'      And I hope that I've kept you amused   To wipe that spit right off my boots   And when I'm home and thinking in the dark   I hope that none of this has had to go too far      When it gets too late   To see me any other way   And it gets so hard to hold on   To everything that I want so bad