I can’t believe it’s come to this, I can’t relive my life’s a mess   cross the line, intertwined, feel the scream of my design      GO!      I stood by your side, blackmailed me with pride   standing face to face, alone in my embrace   cold and on my own, laying on my stone   I did what was right, refusing to fight   this is where we’ve gone, as I’m on your lawn   I feel your true hate, sealing off my fate   spring still comes again, I still fall within   your thoughts have made me full of misery      I was your fake son, now forgotten one   you rejected me, making me complete   every time I think, it makes my heart sink   my pain beyond loss, so far out of touch   I can say the words, turning into swords   but I won’t forget, the day I left the nest   years pass from that day, I still feel mundane   still having my thoughts, what has freedom cost?      How do I live with all this pain?   How do I live with all this pain?   How do I live with all this pain?   Why do I live with all this pain?      You expect me to try to live this life   without even giving me my rights   you’ll never be anything of mine   you’ll never be any of my bloodline   oh my God      Why?      Why?      Why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why      How should I react to my heart caving in   what do I do about hate eating through my skin   no one could ever know what I’ve been through   without reliving it in my shoes   don’t tell me it’s ok when I cry   you can’t tell me I don’t want to die   look into my eyes there’s nothing alive   you threw me away with no good-bye      Suicide’s my way to stop the pain   a gun in my mouth because I’m insane   every night I wake up from the pain   I’ll never know how to be the same   this is what you get for hating your son   I find my slumber inside of a gun   you killed me by saying I’m not your son   I want my anguish to reach everyone      You expect me to try to live this life   without even giving me my rights   you’ll never be anything of mine   you’ll never be any of my bloodline