Put a shotgun in my mouth so I can get a laugh   you forced me into sun again after my collapse   where the fuck did you all go after I’d fallen   now everything is different just because I’m sullen      You can’t take my life   (I won’t die, I won’t die)      I’m sick to shit of everyone both alive and dead   I invite anyone to end my life instead   it’s not that I am suicidal or hate that I still live   it’s just that murder isn’t murder when it’s done in self defense      You can’t take my life   (I won’t die, I won’t die)      Nothing will phase me, bullets will graze me   I’m fucking crazy (just kill yourself)   drugs haven’t harmed me, police haven’t found me   love hasn’t drown me (just kill yourself)   family in ruin, friends adding to it,   hatred is fluent (just kill yourself)   emotions like frost, my heart is lost   lines are all crossed (just kill yourself)      I have a vision   with no consequence   no inhibition   where everything makes sense   I have a message   to dismiss your rules   no degradation   and everyone is true      I’m sick, I’m tired of my breath waiting to expire   I’m alive, much to the distress of many   Forget, everything in the past that doesn’t matter   Fuck that, all of you stupid fucks come get me   I won’t die   I won’t die   I won’t die   I won’t die