I leave the tension dispersed,   walk away from this time, fade the hurt   I guess I'm moving on,   change myself to what I'll then become   A longer road lies ahead   but for tonight I'll just get      Away away from me I'll be      Too much of this is enough   Now I'm farther away, things are looking up   and this is how I deal   deal to myself another life   I choose to start it again   so now I'll find what to me has been so      Real so real too real for me      Will my far away home   fall away now?      I knew just what I needed   take an extended trip to clear my head   I lived through my darkest day   now I'm moving to something a little less      Gray less gray fit me makes me      Will my far away home   fall away now?      Get back inside I'll show you where to hide   don't ask me where, I'm gonna take you there   It's suffering that makes us think again   leave it all up to me