Mother clutches the head of her dying son   Anger and tears   So many things to feel   Sensitive boy good with his hands   No-one mentions the unmentionable   But everybody understands   Here in this cold white room   Tied up to these machines   It's hard to imagine him as he used to be      Laughing screaming tumbling queen   Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen   Whirling swirling never blue   How could you go and die   What a lonely thing to do      Silence equals death   This is what they say   But the anger and the tears   Do not take the pain away   How far must it go   How near must it be   Before it touches you   Before it touches me   Here in this cold white room   Tied up to these machines   It's hard to imagine life as it used to be      Laughing screaming tumbling queen   Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen   Whirling swirling never blue   How could you go and die   What a selfish thing to do      Did you ever ask those strangers   What they're searching for   Did they laugh and tell you   They're not really sure   You were hurt by love   But still you came right back for more      I'l adore   I'l adore   I'l adore