[Verse 1:]   The world keeps spinnin, with or without me   And I know, that's hard to believe   And now I'm in a box, with nothin around me   Cuz I found a girl that'll get on her knees (at ease)   And all the while I'm knowin that my homies will clown me   Cuz I fucked her and didn't have a rubber on me   It seems I had to find out the hard way   That the girl that I found in the ground, she had HIV   Now she next to me like      [Chorus:]   Lalala lala la lalala (suicide)   Lalala lala la lalala (suicide)   Lalala lala la lalala (suicide)      [Verse 2:]   1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 million ways, to leave this whole wide world so cold   Stuck on my ass I been drinkin for days   And I got the nerve to put that Bonneville on the road   Got that thang on me and a couple kilos   A bag of ecstasy and a pound of that dro (whoa)   But I guess I had to find out the hard way   Cuz I done came to the end of the road   Now I'm in the mirror like      [Chorus:]   Lalala lala la lalala (suicide)   Lalala lala la lalala (suicide)   Lalala lala la lalala (suicide)      Lalala lala la lalala   Lalala lala la lalala   Lalala lala la lalala