killed--but i'm still struggling, to hold on to    you--i know i'm failing. it feels like my arms    are tied to my hips, and i, just tripped i'm    falling--      but not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick?      it felt so warm with you and now my own bed    feels foreign to me--i guess i just hate things,   that are empty and i'm sleepy--      but not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick?      it seems like my world is falling to it's end,    it seems like the color gray.      pictures in perfect color with words to listen to,    that's the scene i saw--and now, that my hope is    crushed, and fingernails are gone, i'm bleeding--      but not because i'm lovesick or am i lovesick?      please don't hold out on me, the distance cant be    that far, it can't be--this is confusing me, what's   wrong with me? what's wrong, with me?      i'm not lovesick or could i be? i'm so--confused    what's wrong with me?