i'm sorry--that i killed you.      my bad mistake, now i'm forced to marinate,   in my regrets--because i chose to make my life,   so much easier, like some sort of cheater--i took    away your life from the inside.      broken inside and i see the one i lied to, i'm so    selfish, how could i forget you? because they told    me everything would be ok, but i swear i think about    you every fucking day.      i see your face, i can't erase--   i can't erase the past for you.      same mistake, i remember like it's yesterday. what    kind of person do i portray? am i a swell guy?--or    am i a monster? and when i die, do i go to hell i    wonder?      i see your face, i can't erase--   i can't erase the past for you.      and i see your face, i can't erase--   i can't erase the past for you.   i'm sorry.      same mistake, i remember like it's yesterday. what    kind of person do i portray? am i a swell guy?--or    am i a monster? and when i die, do i go to hell i    wonder?      i see your face, i can't erase--   i can't erase the past for you.      (i'm sorry.)      am i a swell guy??--or am i a monster?   am i a swell guy??--or am i a monster?    am i a swell guy?....