You stand there calm and beautiful    you never understood   you stand there calm and beautiful    like I never could   so I didn't think it would come to this   you're the one I missed the one I missed   in the making up of making out   I forget what I missed forget what I   the only time I feel alive   is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies   but I don't believe in suicide   no I don't believe    you stand there stare down at me    you never understood   I lie I cheat I lie I steal    like you never could   so I didn't think it would come to this   I'm the one you missed the one you missed   I'm making up our making out   and I think you love it I think you   the only time I feel alive   is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies   but I don't believe in suicide   no I don't believe in suicide   I wish you would take away    every breath every word every line I say   it's a pretty undercurrent    don't look now you're right   the only time I feel alive   is the rush of these threats and the rush of these lies   but I don't believe in suicide   no I don't believe in suicide