Dying - Inside - From The - One I Adore   I Cant - Deal With - This Shit - Anymore      Tears of aggrevation drip into my mouth,so bitter tasting   I cant come to terms with trust as i spit in the face of patience      I ignored the advice,could never turn a hoe into a housewife   why is your reply,every statement represented by a lie      Free,my mind will never be,slap the face of dishonestly   recieved,all the stress i dont need.jealousy is my worse enemy      Insecure from the pain i've endured,fallen victem to the feelings that wasnt sure   revisiting past mistakes,learn to take things day by day      I THOUGHT,things would be DIFFERENT,you were the ONLY one who had my undivided ATTENTION,now i am CAUGHT UP,thoughts of SUSPICION,blaming myself because i should've LISTENED to my INTUITION,my fist are CLENCHING,anger has altered my process of THINKING,thoughtless DECISIONS,my life is MISSING - AND I - WANT IT - RIGHT BACK - NOW      Typical Beginnings leading predictable endings,becoming an inconvience,i dont need this,fear of commencement,self centerd,unable to compromise,onesided,feelings unmutual,i am so tired of trying   Blinded By - Perfection x2