Black clouds surround me when you're not around   Wanting so bad just to be with you right now   Should've known this was to good to be true   Would've given anything just to be with you      Night after night i ly and wonder why as i stare at the ceiling   Try and I Try but i cant deny i wont get rid of this feeling   i can not believe that you would throw everything away after all that we been thru      This pain inside i cant describe   but when you are with me it all goes away   Close my eyes and see your face   but its not the same      What did i do that was so fucking wrong   cant except the fact that your gone   everything seems so fucking hard   constantly depressed and my mind is scarred   still wish it was you and me   but i guess true love is only found in dreams   was abandoned in my time of need      Since you left i've been feeling so cold   and im forced to face this hell alone   blank stares and im wishing you're there   cause the love you gave me no one can compare      In a world so dark,you were my only   light as i promise you this   i wont never forget your face      This pain inside i cant describe   but when you are with me it all goes away   Close my eyes and see your face   but its not the same      Bring my mind back some peace   and your the reason i cant sleep   all's left now is memories   feel so weak fall to my knees   i still long for my release   my insides became deceased   always be a part of my past   you'll always be my first and last