This is not a test   and i've grown rediculously fond of pissing all my good ideas away.   It's like a prostitute, you better walk away.   We had big plans for this small town   We canceled our plans to go downtown   and at this point my planner's smaller than my life ambitions.      Take this anesthetic   You look beautifuly pathetic.   We've both been so tempermental   you know that's no coincidance.   It's like chalking the shadows   predicting exactly what happens next   so thank the lord you've made it this far      I'll take the train to the next station    for the taste of new found freedom.   I blink hard as i slip through the small cracks   Convince myself i won't look back    but i've got unfinished business       My daily planner's filled with names   of the hits that i missed and got away.   but this time i'm gritting my teeth    just to let it go      This is not a test   and i've grown rediculously fond of pissing all my cares and worries away.   It's just a substitute to lead my mind astray.   Home is where the heart is   so i must belong on your sleeve.   Home is where the blood stains the sheets.      I'll burn the bed to make a point   Took a vow to disappoint   raise the bets   tape cassettes   i think we have some work to do      I blink hard as i slip through the small cracks   Convince myself i won't look back    but i've got unfinished business.   my daily planner's filled with names   of the hits that i missed and got away.   but this time i'm gritting my teeth    just to let it go   just let it go.      i'll burn the bed to make a point   took a vow to disappoint   raise the bets   tape cassettes   i think we have some work to do   i think we have some work to do   yeah, i think we have some work to do