I want to be anointed   I want to be inspired   I want to hear voices   I want to breathe fire      If I could be a hero   If I could be a saint      I want to rise above this   I want my past erased      I really want to decide to grow up   And stop being a little boy      I want to act in true chivalry    I want to see that it’s a choice      I’m a supporter of all I’m against   Quietly resting in my role      Keep telling myself this   Telling myself this      Will never take a toll      I see you and   I see thrills      One look from you   One look at you and all my good senses are killed (clear my history now)      I’ve misplaced my   Replaced my moral code      Just rip a new one off from a skin mag and I’ll    Do as I am told (clear my history now)      Get up early   To spend the whole day feeling bad      It’s built a stronghold inside of me   Running off gas fumes and greedy intent      Don’t you dare tell me you’re happy now      Being nothing to me can’t feel good   Where do you get your standards from      I like to act like I’m better than   Better than you better than some      But the truth is inside it kills me   To be a part of the ebb and flow      Of something so detrimental   So consequential      It only goes to show      I’m just as weak   As I am dumb      Just take a breath   And take a look at all the girls you’ve stolen from (clear my history now)      And I don’t care   If they don’t know it’s wrong      Ignorance is bliss and I’m happiest with my    Conscience all but gone (clear my history now)      Get up early   To spend the whole day feeling bad      It’s built a stronghold inside of me   Running off gas fumes and greedy intent      Don’t you dare tell me you’re happy now      It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in    give in again   You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give in    give in again      It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in    give in again   You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give    give in again      It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in you’re only gonna give in again   You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give in you know you want to give in again      It’s only natural you’re only gonna give in you’re only gonna give in again   You know it’s not it’s not fatal you know you want to give in you know you want to give in again      My God please take this   I can’t fight it now   Without you   I fall prey   To my own sense of shame      My God take this   My God take this   My God take this