So this is how it feels to suffer...   And I had so much to say   But it’s over now   And I’m going down   Alone      I’ve no guarantees   I'll recognize my disease   Before my time is gone   Is all I’ve found   Can’t get the hell off the ground   Out from under my feet      Promises and wishes all mean nothing   When it’s me that I’m speaking to   Wanting something   Won't mean I will see you through      I don’t need to see these visions to remind me   that I’m dying from the inside out   Wanting you here   still means I must do without      I can’t criticize your reasons for living   When I'm the one missing them   Wanting, dreaming   That I might find where they come from      I dream you   I want to   Be near you   (I can’t get up out from under my feet)   I’ve tried to   But can’t get through   I need to   Is all I’ve found   Can’t get the hell off the ground   Out from under my feet      So this is how it feels, you sucker   And you had too much to say   But it's over now   you're finally going down   Alone   Alone