Oh man, I can't believe that you did what they said you did   And to this day I've still gotta say that in my mind I question it   I wish I knew what you had meant before you went and left me wondering to just an echo of your voice 'listen...'      Now I wait to take my turn to bleed - like a kid playing with a razorblade   And wonder if I have the balls at all or am I gonna be afraid   Where are you? What do you think?   'Cause I'm not sure when knocking at death's door if I will be welcome in or be left alone outside      I hear the sound of a heart, from the shadow in the dark   Waiting for the poison to hit its mark   (listen--my son)      I see the darkness surround the shape on the ground   The killer straight up and a body face down   (firstborn-last one)      I hear the din of the screams, sorrow in streams   The smell of farewell and gasoline   (listen--my son)      I see a heart set free   and my legacy hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me   (firstborn-last one)      I guess there comes a point when you think to yourself "this isn't worth it, it isn't worth it"   And now I feel what you felt, and now I feel what you felt inside you, brother.   And now I feel what you felt, this isn't worth it, it isn't worth it      I hear the sound of a heart, from the shadow in the dark   waiting for the poison to hit its mark   (listen--my son)      I see the darkness surround the shape on the ground   The killer straight up and a body face down   (firstborn-last one)      I hear the din of the screams, sorrow in streams   The smell of farewell and gasoline   (listen--my son)      I see a heart set free   and my legacy hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me   (firstborn-last one)      I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.   I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.   I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.   I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't, I wish it didn't end this way.      Live a life in hell through a mortal shell asphyxiating   Smell for a crime lifetime, imagination locked in a cell   And to the other firstborn I see the same scene that myst play over in your mind   And now, how much more I'm sure it's fucked with your head just like it's fucked up mine   "listen my son-firstborn last one"   The message you sent out to me - I can not change what's meant to be      What am I supposed to do now?      I hear the sound of a heart, from the shadow in the dark   Waiting for the poison to hit its mark   (listen--my son)      I see the darkness surround the shape on the ground   The killer straight up and a body face down   (firstborn-last one)      I hear the din of the screams, sorrow in streams   The smell of farewell and gasoline   (listen--my son)      I see a heart set free   and my legacy hear a voice from a shadow that is beckoning me   (firstborn-last one)      You are the last one--firstborn