(afraid echoes i the background)
Even if you want, you can't
I'm not clear how it is that I ended up
Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic
This is my excuse to testify been a beaten down
Oh man, I can't believe that you did what they
How could I be so dumb,
I wanted to believe someone.
How
Mutual sight, Mutual sound
Mutual struggle, for shared ground
It's safe, to
so lost tell me how can it be i'm desperately
trying
sick of this mind and the games it plays
mental enemies
i made a choice that i regret
now what i see
"Control my tiniest motions
Withhold my simplest needs
I wish
So this is how it feels to suffer...
And I had
"Welcome home," she said to me
"Let's hide away before they