At a second glance    You thought you recognised despair   For a fraction of a second    You were searching for a reason   You pretended cheerfully,    But instead you tried to hide away   When everybody's laughter    Seems to rip you all apart      And your life carries on the same   And your life will be the same      Going back again to see    Stages from the recent past   But everywhere you turn   There is no chance to continue   Nothing really holds you back    From stepping through that yesterday   For every new beginning   There will be some other end      And when you cry there are no tears left for liberation   You don't listen to your own explanations   There are no rules you left behind from your desperation   There's no need to fear the way, that you've led      You'll run again,    Faster than you've ever been   You don't feel the cold,    It's never been like this before   Determination in your eyes,    Now you don't know the reasons why   You can't say goodbye   But you never really said hello