(R.Maltby - D.Shire)      So, it's finally over   Had to happen but, no big deal   After all of that off again and on, what else is new.      Well I said, well, will you catch me crying   Not this kid   Will I soon forget you   I just did   Does it really hurt me   Only when I laugh.      Is my heart finally numb yet   Well, I don't think that I feel one thing   After too long of running cold and hot, and cold then hot   You simply end up blue.      So I just changed things on my mailbox, suits me fine   And since you've gone your way, I'll go mine   Does it really hurt me   Only when I laugh.      Every time I fell in love   I never fell completely   The joke is I was saving something   For a person I thought was you.      Well, I guess I was dreaming   Glad the fantasy is dead and gone   And if my mind keeps running back and forth   And back and forth   Don't take that as a clue.      It was a minor operation, I pulled through   Opened up my life and took out you   The only scars the heart that's neatly torn in half.      Does it really hurt me   Only when I laugh...