there are times when i look through the fears    and the past    and the tears    and the times i didn’t think you were there      and there you were standing there    all the time standing there    even when i told you no      there were times when i asked for you    asked for the truth "be true"    asked for my memories here   and at times i didn’t ask for much    but you gave me everything still      there were times i didn’t think you were there   but you were there all the time standing right there      and when i don’t think it through    when i don’t look for you    and when i don’t try my very best   you are there telling me    telling me i can be    anything i want to, now      and there you were standing there    all the time standing there    even when i told you no   and all those times when i asked for you    asked for you to tell the truth    you always told me what you knew      at times i didn’t ask for much    but you gave me everything, still      there were times i didn’t think you were there   but there you were standing there    all the time standing    right there      i didn’t ask for much   but you gave me everything   still