righteous psychoticness, painting a  portrait of pain open out, spilificate,  with the weight of distress feeling  gutless you stain can't do anything  rightbut  fuck up.    appetites building persistence,  resisting temp fate, block the line? spill  it out 'till it stops run as fast as u can  show anonymous victims to free  falling flight    basking in pools of the  bleeding, suppliers, desires turn passive  back seat demon engines, run fueled by  persistence, extinction drives reasons  away from pure life.    falling free down beside, underneath  where it hides disbelief as can be, as  machine bleeding free, killed by  satayagrahi now it's free being me  barely woken, awake-up    lust in psychoticness tainting that  urge, restraint, taunting tamed by  beating time beat time blockout  memory blank history face, time and  place, kill, forget, erase compiled  complex of regret deny what's felt as  soul as second thought kill as in the  womb.    lust in psychoticness, urge restraints,  yes  men  taunt the sane, block time, wipe out  memory  nothing ever mattered, limil keeps, find  away, silence pays, hear'n say.    born bonded blood of the murder  messiah, suppliers fill bloated  hateseeds  ovulation, spun shells of the new born  submission to social stigmatyrs for  life.    rotting in the heart of retrospect  of anxiousness erect 2 disconnect  to disconnect the self from memory  and animate the cells re-energy  survive, revive  stimulating life, immortalize.  The inner selfish victimized,  contradictory self, please the enemy.    what has ever mattered will it benefit  an end, all that's gave, unorchestered  assimilator shedding free another  layer  o' skin  slicing thru digging out the rot of  incapacity's inadequacies  cut into umbilicalous parasitic life  locked into / re repethion / that  nihrist  ambition    beating out the will of rhetorical  overkill, brought down hard  scold, benevolent, will it ever matter,  nothing's ever relevant.    disconnecting human energy,  wasting ammunition on respect  tap into another source of X.  why, suicide is birth and life is death  (of memory) the punishment's a self  inflicted gripe  imitator, pistol type  contradict, survive, bleed the enemy.    nothings / ever / mattered / will it  benefit the end    these lyrics are submitted by burkul