Slit my wrists   bathe in the ecstasy of my pain   the trial of a mortal soul   begging to die   lost life in faith   all faith is gone   hate replaces all love   fallen - not alone this time     drowning in my own blood   wounds ripped open   never wanting to go back   never again to be tortured like this     my words are   spit back at me   moments - days to die for   drowned out by screams   I was warned I ignored   falsely finding hope in the abyss   lost everything in nothing     drowning in my own blood   wounds ripped open   never wanting to go back   never again to be tortured like this     lost life in faith, all faith is gone     tear out my inside   take everything for your selfish kind   followed in line, led deep into failure   blind to reality