Cold, wet and black and outside - just like I'm  Cold, red and fast inside - and you can  Never go back, I tried - And it's a  Long walk to suicide    Doesn't matter what you say  I can feel another way  You can't take my music to crash cars to  Keep me breathing - make me move  Stick the needle in the groove  I'll always have my music to crash cars to    Too little, too late, too low - when I  Get my head back together - you know I have to  Find another way to show - I can  Still remember the way to go.    Doesn't matter what you say  I can feel another way  You can't take my music to crash cars to  Keep me breathing - make me move  Stick the needle in the groove  I'll always have my music to crash cars to    Let it rush, don't push - fall back and believe,  Let it go, you know - you will only recieve  You know me? You know you? You know way back when...  'should have killed myself back then.