hell, it sticks up so hard  it hurts my spine  half bottle planked upon the bible  I curse the day I was born  notch some nice moments  I do whatever it takes  but when the words start to get around  I feel so torn  most of my teeth feel loose  I stare at the walls  get angry at myself for a while  life's a kick in the head  it's so easy to crack  I'm dying in my heart  I'm afraid I'll become a vegetable  counting minutes  watch the world go by  I've learned to keep my mouth shut  what you think is a smile  is a grimace of strain  look at myself in a smashed up mirror  I feel like shit!  life's a kick in the head  it's so easy to crack  I'm dying in my heart  I'm afraid I'll become a vegetable