Years have passed now  It's another time and another world  Yet still it's all the same  Nothing ever seems to change    Dark powers manifest  Malignant horrors in my mind  Constant voices, sung by the damned  Crying out unhallowed, thoughts in my head    I have trusted and I have believed  I have pledged and I have sacrificed  My blood and mind, body and soul  Ravished and ruined after all I have done    My heart has turned to stone in this godforsaken world    My mind so I'm pure by all the filth  It is constantly exposed to  Greed, lies, betrayal is tragic  But, oh so very dominant  In the nature of creatures that are surrounding me  I now find my only shelter  In the solitude of my own    A small flame of hope  Lit somewhere out in the endless dark  Yet it's still all the same  Will it ever change ?    Fallen from grace  Surely I must be lost  My mind grows darker  As the time shows no changes  Creating venomous acts  Of emotional rejection  Deprivation of all levels    What have I done to deserve  A life so incomplete  All my dreams erased by fools    Broken promises, one after one  There can be no trust anymore  I feel the end is near  I dont have the strength  To cut me loose  I am falling apart emotionally    A soul in solitude lost forever  In the greatest of all suffering, madness and sorrow  Elements of which no euphemistic words  Can ever alleviate