I am the beholder  Of what the future might bring  Have no longer a part in  The belief of our blood divine  No matter what choices I make  They are now a part in my life  Dark impressions surrounding my mind  As they enter in my subconscious    It feels like I am cursed and sentenced  Banished away from this realm  They stole what was left of me  Rang the curfew of life    I asked for answers  But all I got was lies  Perhaps they didnt mean it that way  But still...  Frightened by their presence  Denied their existance for years  But as my knowledge grew older  I realised they have examined me piece by piece    In this era of changes  I cannot remember my past  My dreams and memories  An essenial part of me  Years of struggling  To figure out when they arrived  I found the horrible truth  In this era of changes    I smell the brimstone  I can see the owl  They are all around me  Watching every step I take  My mind rejects the scenario  Overwhelmed by fear  Too vast for me to grip or handle  My mind chooses the easy way out    "They have been here for centuries, perhaps since  The beginning of time, and have in silence been  manipulating the genetic evolution of our breed.  Documents of their presence, their part in  The scientific revolution found as way back  as in the time of the ancient sumerians."    I can't take no more  I can't handle the truth  I'm losing controll  I'm losing my mind    In this era of changes  I cannot remember my past  My dreams and memories  An essenial part of me  Years of struggling  To figure out when they arrived  I found the horrible truth  In this era of changes