It was hard to let you go  Harder yet to hear those words  And everyday since then  I've been tryin' to break your curse  For all those times you made me wonder why I live  I'd paralyze my hate  with all the thoughts of love  that you'd give to me...  as long as I live I can never forget you  even though I try with all my heart  as long as I live I can never forget you  even though I try with all my might  well it's five years later now  and my heart's no longer numb  the way we acted was so childish and dumb  I was just a toy to you but you never really cared  Cuz it's so clear to me that the feelings were so strong  you were scared of me