I'm going out sleepwalking  where mute memories start talking  the boss that couldn't help but hurt you  and the pretty thing he made desert you    I'm going out now like a baby  a naïve unsatisfiable baby  grabbing onto whatever's around  for the soaring high or the crushing down  with hidden cracks that don't show  but that constantly just grow    I'm looking for the man that attacked me  while everybody was laughing at me  you beat it in me that part of you  but I'm gonna split us back in two  tired of living in a cloud  if you're gonna say shit now you'll do it out loud    it's 2:45 in the morning  and I'm putting myself on warning  for waking up in an unknown place  with a recollection you've half erased  looking for somebody's arms to  wave away past harms    I'm walking out on center circle  the both of you can just fade to black  I'm walking out on center circle  been pushed away and I'll never go back